Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Day 30 - August 31, 2010

Patag

Hindi kumukurba 
sa patuloy na paglalakad,
pantay ang kalawakan
sa landas na hinaharap.

Bawat hakbang 
umaalon ang karagatan,
nagpapaalam ang liwanag,
umaahon sa bitag.

Bakas ang pagka-inip
dahil walang makarinig
sa pusong lumuluha
dahil hindi makabatid.


Monday, August 30, 2010

Day 29 - August 30, 2010

XOXO

My Dearest,

In one click, 
I lost a hundred dollars
and retrieved my precious 
digital files.


P.S.
I have never created
anything so
beautiful.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Day 28 - August 29, 2010

Snap

I created a folder
and deleted another.

A huge amount of space
appeared without a trace.

I searched for the latter,
but found the other.

A long time indeed
oh, god forbid! 

I was definitely devastated
by the monster I created.

A snap just like that
led me to a new path. 


Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Red roses for the Hong Kong Nationals hostage taking Incident

I didn't realize the gravity of the hostage -taking incident yesterday until I watched the news a while ago.
It is definitely weakening in more ways than one.

Its a shame not to be informed,
multiply that by a thousand (or more): then you'll get the price and agony 
of being informed, well, actually, not even close.

I'm not a fan of red roses, or flowers for that matter,
but I unexpectedly got some tonight.
May these things bring a bit of cheer to everyone,
as it did me.

Because

No matter how bad I feel,








All I can give is a simple smile...


always believing that we'll eventually get by.

Day 23 - August 24, 2010


Waves

Little by little the waves grow bigger, 
suddenly,
they disappeared. 

Monday, August 23, 2010

Day 22 - August 23, 2010

Slap


The moment
you feel a strong force
is going to touch your skin,


You feel it before 
it actually hits.


Your ears shut
right before the persistence 
of your vision,


It actually hurts
more in your head.


Once it lands
you realize
you've been needing it,


A slap in the face,
more than anything else.



Sunday, August 22, 2010

Day 21 - August 22, 2010

See-Sea-Saw


I see the sun merging with the sea,
and I wonder
if you saw me.

Always Sanchōme no Yūhi [Always Sunset on Third Street] (Takashi Yamazaki, 2005)

Theatrical poster for Always Sanchōme no Yūhi


One of the two films that I managed to watched in Eiga Sai in the University of the Philippines Film Institute (Adarna) this year. 
I cannot recall when was the last time I really cried so much watching in a theatre. I don't want to start 'reviewing' the film because 
it will be really, really long, aside from the fact that I am not fond of 'posting' my reviews especially over the internet, so if you want 
to know more about this film or what do I think of it, just talk to me. But I have to say, I LOVED IT, STILL LOVING IT.

As for the tears, yes, it is a tearjerker film, but not in a corny, over-the-top, you-should-cry-to-get-your-time's-worth dramatization, 
just heartwarming. Piece of advise: if you have an emotional attachment to an artist or uh (hopefully not) a Japanese (not necessarily an artist) or a Japanese artist, or fine, just a person, you should WATCH THIS! for more torture in life, and who knows, you 
might set the record for the 'most tears cried night' of your life, after watching the movie. If you happen to achieve that moment, 
it is not the movie's fault anymore, it means you haven't moved on from something - something tragic, confusing, heartbreaking, ego-crushing, humiliating, and potentially and possibly, something beautiful. So, just be... just.

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Day 20 - August 21, 2010

Taken


Tonight,
all the stars
knock.
Entering the 
horizon,
inverted mirrors
reflect the overflowing
ocean.


Nothing in between,
absorbed by hardened
knuckles,
adversity 
meets the 
utterly disturbing
reflections of
a perfect dream.



Friday, August 20, 2010

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Day 18 - August 19, 2010

Inlab o Tanga?


Bakit pag inlab tanga?
at Pag tanga madaling mainlab?
Madaling mainlab, pero
mahirap maging tanga.


Minsan talaga, mas ok magpakatanga
kaysa mainlab ng sobra.
Mabuti nang tanga at nainlab
sa halip na nainlab at naging tanga.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Back to School. Back to Work.

Yes!!! Tomorrow I should already be attending my classes. 
I have to be better, I can't stay sick. I still have alot of shoots as well.


Positivity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Whohoooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Documentary idea, please, please, please come to me, now I can't do the Bolex and super 16 anymore because of time constraints, and well, it is pricy. So, meaning to say, I have to change my concept because it won't fit anymore if I don't use film for it. Maybe its my temperature, maybe its my heart, maybe its my depression, maybe its just me. Of course, its me!


I want to do an experimental docu instead of a narrative one. But will I still be able to get the drama that Sir Nick wants? I'm not into drama. What if there is no drama? Why should there be drama? This is occupying my brain and eating up alot of my brain cells recently, among other things.


Get it started tomorrow! Prepare for your future and prepare for Batanes!


8-)

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

BEST and WORST Japanese song ever: One More Time One More Chance - Live

Masayoshi Yamazaki playing LIVE!



This song is still stuck in my head, most especially recently, but its meaning constantly changes. I don't know if its just me, or Masayoshi (haha close?),  but despite lesser (could be) emotional attachment, the song remains sad and painful with a hint of positivity in it.

With English translation and subtitle, plus parts of the film 5 centimeters per second:

One more time one more chance with english subtitle

Day 17 - August 18, 2010

Sick


The view from here never changed,
fan still creaks an awful smell.
There may be birds on the shell,
but sickness remains unchanged.


Up and down it goes around,
the taste of phlegm never drowns.
What a way to be a clown
Lying, buried on the ground. 


I have lost the smell of you
still, my memory lingers.
The way you moved your fingers
makes me miss the sunset too.





Day 13 - August 14, 2010

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Day 12 - August 13, 2010

Carillion

Your flaws and imperfections
made you no more different than a picture
taken in a cold, dark night
and manipulated aimlessly for
I don't know, really.



http://www.flickr.com/photos/28903443@N06/4887181114/

Day 11 - August 12, 2010

T-Shirt


Roses are red Violets are blue 
The greenfield is gold and dead without you.


Your t-shirt lost its smell of you
and now all I can see are replicated, badly made shadows -
because I'd rather see you purple than blue.


http://www.flickr.com/photos/28903443@N06/

Day 10 - August 11, 2010

Minute


A minute missed,
no more bitterness.
a day i missed,
no more tenderness. 

Day 9 - August 10, 2010

Please


Let me go.

Day 8 - August 9, 2010

Gomen-ne


Watashiwa
Shinzo ga itaedesu.
Kokoro
Baka!


Okama-san,
Sumimasen.
Aketagano machi sakuragi cho
bakya yarro?


in Japanese,
i know very little
so-so,
get it?


but feelings transcend
yes, 
language barrier
at its best.